Life is definitely more about lifestyle. If you can organize your life exactly how you want to live it, you’ve reached true success, and it matters less what you have or don’t, or think you should. We get so caught up in expectations…
Maybe you should get out of London, or at least get yourself a proper overcoat. Regardless, have a good weekend. Enjoy the frigid temperatures and snow because you know they don’t last forever, and there’s something to learn in them as well. Maybe sneak away to a library and allow yourself to read something…just for fun.
How much longer can I get away
with being so fucking cute?
Not much longer.
The shoes with bows, the cunning underwear
with slogans on the crotch — Knock Here,
and so forth —
will have to go, along with the cat suit.
After a while you forget
what you really look like.
You think your mouth is the size it was.
You pretend not to care.
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Almost exactly a year later to the date I’m looking at this confession I recorded for a TV show that never came to be, wondering what has really changed. In a lot of ways, me and hubbie are still in the exact same position, not sure where our relationship is heading, uncertain about our careers; me still trying to figure out whether I’m cut out for monogamy, he, still appalled at the notion of alternative lifestyles.
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