Posts Tagged ‘kissing’
by hannah
March 17th, 2011
Last night I had a dream involving David Duchovny. I was laying on a big white circular bed in a big white room and he walked in; stopped when the crotch of his pants was at the top of my head, and stood above me for a moment. Then he leaned down for one of those kisses…you know, one of those kisses where you’re both upside down from one another…maybe you’re getting ready to slide into a 69… And then his mouth left mine and lingered on my chest for a while, and then he started to make his way down, and all I wanted to do was pry open his pants, but instead I said, “you can’t, I’m about to get my period.”
And then I woke up thinking: What the fuck? When has that stopped me before? And I wasn’t even on my period, I was about to get it? If parallel universes truly exist, I think I fucked that one up.
This is what happens when you do one too many Californication marathons.
by hannah
February 3rd, 2011
The night before I left for Vegas I watched Up in the Air, where the climax of the movie is centered around this unattached, unemotional man realizing he’s fallen in love with a women he wants to make a home with, only to find out she already has a home, with a different man, and family. I found myself relating to the woman; understanding the need for a family yet also the need to get carried away by a moment, a different circumstance, a different man, woman, threesome… Did ‘til death do us part have to mean to never flirt with spontaneous attraction again? Of course your husband is supposed to be enough, supposed to complete you, so that you don’t ever crave getting carried away by a spontaneous attraction, but I’ve read enough about the biology of lust and love to know it’s not always so. At least I don’t think it’s that way for me.
I got to Vegas, checked into my suite, flipped the TV on, and layed down. A Sex and the City episode was on; the one where Carrie is dating Aiden and ends up fucking Big. It’s hard for one man to satisfy everything we need. Although I wondered whether somehow it was more alright for a single woman in a relationship to have multiple lovers than a married woman. And then my mind wandered to another time I had taken a trip to Vegas by myself.
by hannah
December 19th, 2010
Dear Hannah,
You are probably in NYC by now…I am just about to leave for my first week of the new production in Hollywood. I’m using the free high-speed at Panera Bread. Ever been to Panera? It’s like the bastard child of IKEA/Starbucks. Just sitting here, it feels as if the walls are screaming “buy inexpensive Norwegian products…now!” They even convinced me to eat one of their damn salads.
So, still kinda thinking about you.
Still trying to figure out what was so damn fulfilling about spending a night trying to get you to have sex with me and not succeeding (I’m thinking it was the hot make out sessions). ..
